Hey everyone... I know I keep apologizing for not being very active as normal. It's just.. stress building up and up. It's just all bullshit. With just school, and my dad, and my boyfriend pretty much wanting to kill himself, and my bestfriend hating me, my good friend dating my Ex-bestfriend and her saying I can't be his friend anymore, and just a ton of bullshit. I can't eat, I can't sleep. I can't even think straight most of the time. Don't worry, I will probably be okay, maybe. I don't know. I'm still trying to think about it all....